Tomorrow's back to work and it might be awkward especially since the burst on Wednesday. I'm not so sure what else I can do for the people at work to help make things better. I mean, we should all be at harmony right? :)

Spent the day at home switching channels and trying to keep things real so I thought it would be a good idea to start the biological tap flowing to release those raging hormones and avoid them from wrecking havoc at work tomorrow. Ended up watching this show called "The Promise", an original Singapore film about a 17 year old girl who had mild intelligence disability falling in love with a 19 year old guy who has this indifferent attitude towards everyone and it's only when the girl's around can you see the rare smile appearing on his face.

I like this film and I'd watch it over and over again because I feel that it brings out a community message for us to be more understanding towards the less privileged instead of looking at them through our colored spectacle and judging them for being simple-minded and optimistic which should in the first place, a quality to be embraced and encouraged. I'd love to keep a copy of this film as private collection but in Singapore, it's really difficult to find local films in the video shop unless they're produced by Jack Neo.

There's couple of scenes and dialogue that I really like from the film, etc: the scene of the lead characters silently standing in the rain and the closing scene whereby the guy has became a famous artist after 3 years and while being interviewed about the concept of his painting; simply smile silently. His painting is titled "48minutes after the smile".

Oh and this!

"If you can keep your promise and be the sun to take care of her for life, it's never too late. The sunflower will always be a sunflower. It will never be too late." -found in a letter written by the girl's mother to the guy after she asked if he is confident of taking care of the girl (here referred as sunflower) for her entire life.


=))))

Dear Santa,

I just want to make myself feel a little better by doing things I like on a festive like this instead of spending it doing things people decide they wanna do and even when I voice out that I don't really wanna do it, there seems to have no choice for me but to follow what the majority says when I'm there. Do you have any idea how much I hate it when majority wins the minority and minority have to follow suit doing something they really don't like? So I made the decision to bail and I have a close friend telling me she don't understand.

Now Santa, I know I may not be significant and not the best person with the best temperament and values one can have. But I suppose I can at least do something I like without being felt like a puppet controlled to accommodate the majority and to please everybody especially on a festival like this? Strong feelings there I know.

It's been there for some time and you're probably wondering why I don't ask the others out except you. I like the people but there are only so many times I can give in and say okay anything then hate myself when I get home. Maybe I'm different or maybe I'm just being difficult.

I hope you understand.

*Santa, I'm still waiting for my present through the windows. There's no chimney around so you gotta shed some weight off and probably climb the walls.*


With all love and sincerity,
crazyshoots

The week pass by rather quickly and while I've moved office for the time being I've knew some rather interesting individuals and am very thankful for their care so I won't feel so lonely there! Even my boss and big boss seems so cute (though I thought they were nice already) Heh.

Also, we had a nice Christmas celebration during lunch time yesterday but alas, I had to make a trip to my agent's office during lunchtime else my payroll will be delayed so I couldn't wait till the entire celebration is over which is around.. 3pm? Other times though, I'm running up and down, spending lesser time at my desk and more time productively finding 'missing' items. I'm glad to say that with due dilligence we actually managed to uncover most of the more critical parts! Thanks to the peeps at the store who helped but my most diligent friend is going to JK on Monday.. I dread to think of what might happen from now on.

Many people are asking me how's work and I think it's really nice but I really wish things could be better. =)

I have so many things to say and I don't know where to start. I bumped into an old friend recently and despite all the words that's been spreading around, most of the timeI have this inner gut feeling telling me this person is still the same old person I knew and the 'me' inside actually disregard whatever people have said and chose to believe entirely in this person. I'm not quite sure if I'm being too naive and trusting sometimes. It irks me occasionally too but I can't help it! =(

And a sidenote.. THANKS FOR THE XMAS PRESENTS! Had this really nice and exquisite cookies from boss early in the morning and the other gifts that sends my tear duct working like a tap (erm, almost.) and yes, I'm trying to say I'm very touched! :DD

I love you all! *sends flying kiss all over*


Sometimes I wish I knew you better
and that I haven't falter
If only I was stronger
Maybe things would have been different.