ok... that day is coming soon

as i aged, i feel that i hate tat day more and more
it jus remind me of wat a failure im
i smile less and less each yr
and i dun even look forward for tat day or any celebration

nowadays people kind of forget wat is the real meaning of celebrating birthday
human are getting more and more selfish
they only think of themselves
people think tat they are the king/queen of the day becoz its their birthday
went out celebrate wif fren, have gd food, enjoy themselves to the fullest

but does anyone really think back wat is the real meaning of celebrating birthday???
who shall we spend tat day wif? and wat shall we really be doing instead of asking for present???

Birthday in encarta means

1.	anniversary of day of birth: the day in each year that is the anniversary of the day somebody was born (often used before a noun)
2.	day somebody is born: the day on which somebody is born

a day which someone is born..

lets think abt it.. the day we are born, who suffered the most? who sacrificed the most?? who give birth to u???
and who provide u wif love, care, food and shutter so that u can live to celebrate every yr birthday??


yes! is our parent!!!

birthday is the day that marks the end of 9 mths pregnancy hardship and the labour pain experienced by our mother and neverending love and care from our parent so that we can grow up.

our parent risk their life to give birth to us and selflessly provide us wif everything they can afford. even things that they cant afford, they still will try their best to give whatever they can.

so birthday shall be a day that we show our gratitude to our parent.
how many people will say "thanks"  or give a kiss to their parent on tat day???  none...

some people may be think why shall i be grateful to them? 
they dun love me
they abandon me
they make me do alot of things which i dun like
they hit me
we quarrel alot
they left me


yes ur parent may not be the best parent, BUT dun forget, they GIVE BIRTH TO U, they give u a life. without them, u wont be here and who u are today.

i hope that whoever is reading this post can understand and appreciate the real meaning of birthday and make it a habit to at least say "thank you" to ur parent during this special day and spend more time wif ur parent.

i've been too lazy to blog all this while

nth major happened in my life

boring life....

met up wif sista recently and i felt tat i have been losing out alot
everyone had changed
no longer the one that i knew few years back
i feel so far away from everyone

am i isolating myself?
or everyone have moved on so fast that i cant catch up?
or its jus tat we have all grown up and start to have diff prospective?


today i made a serious mistake at work..... nobody to talk to... can only depent on myself


*need to look for a new job (maybe)*

finally feel like blogging...

nth much to blog... my life is boring

10th feb

Alyssa was born with love and hope and a little surprise.. :D

she was born at 7.32am, 20mins after arriving at the hosp, weight 2.740kg.

felicia was such a nice jiejie.
she sayang and hugged her little meimei till the extent tat she dun even allow us to take back alyssa







~~~WELCOME TO HO FAMILY~~~
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friday the 13th... nth SUAY actually happened to me until when i'm taking train home from orchard
this lady came in, age abt 40+ "well maintain" and was wearing a very high skirt sat infront of me.
she was flirting wif her bf/husband and her legs was OPEN widely!!!!
seeing an upskirt was not really a big thing...

BUT SHE SOMEHOW FORGOT TO WEAR HER PANTY!!!!!

SO I SAW ONE OLD HAIRLESS ABALONE... T.T"

after tat horrible scene i keep losing while playing my DS... stupid horny aunty


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V-day

felt so guilty becoz i din prepare any present for my dear.
he got me a SK jewellery TRUE LOVE 18k white gold hearts & arrows diamond pendant






i'll get ur present asap k? i wont run away... dun worry

PS: DEAR I LOVE U <3 MUCKZ


dinner at IMM, street hk cafe. shop around and headed home at 10pm.
on our way home we saw an accident outside the bus interchange
a bangala was killed and was covered by black plastic sheet.
the driver was young and i think his rushing to meet his gf.
he look damn sad and dunno wat to do.


to all who have a driving license: DRIVE CAREFULLY, DUN SPEED!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

MAY 2009 BE A FUN AND PROSPER YEAR FOR EVERYONE!!

- get a job


- get some life insurances


- visit dentist


- do body checkup


- maybe get a car driving license


- go oversea

christmas sux this yr....


it's have been 20hr since i last slept and my eyes jus refuse to close.

wed marks the end of fyp... shall not talk much on what happen during presentation..

4 more weeks to graduate

i still dunno wat kind of job i wan to work as and econo so bad... i'm afraid i cant get a job
must start to practice how to be interview!!

nov 07

watch madagascar 2 preview mid-nite with dear. 5 star for the movie. definitely better madagascar 1!

nov 09

steamboat at dear house to celeb his bdae

nov 14

submitted final report

nov 17

when to visit ah kym with sis at ttsh after sch. she was seriously ill and doc predicted she only have a few days left. we were shocked when we walked to her bed and the bed was empty (cleaned). we tot that she had passed away. lucky she was transfer to ICU as she need dialysis. as she was alslp, we left shortly after visiting her in the IC. sis treated me steamboat behind novena square... its not cheap!! 55.55 bucks for 2 ppl.

nov 19

ah kym passed away few min before 10am... busy with her funeral and fyp poster. busy consoling...

nov 21

send ah kym for her last journey... rush back home after tat to revise on UT den took taxi to sch as i accidentally fall alslp den went to dajie house to bake cookie. we played twister at dajie house.. damn tiring but fun.. after tat meet up wif dear.

Cosmetic Surgery Addict Injects Cooking Oil Into Her Face


In a bizarre story, a woman addicted to plastic surgery has admitted to injecting cooking oil into her face in an attempt to plump it up. According to the Telegraph:

Amazingly, she found a doctor who was willing to give her silicone injects and, what's more, he then gave her a syringe and silicone of her own so she could self-inject. When her supply of silicone ran out Hang resorted to injecting cooking oil into her face.
As Hang's notoriety spread she was featured on Korean TV. Viewers seeing the report took mercy on her and sent in enough donations to enable her to have surgery to reduce the size of her face. During the first procedure surgeons removed 60g of foreign substance from Hang's face and 200g from her neck.
After several other sessions her face was left greatly reduced but still scarred and disfigured.
And it would seem that even Hang can now see the damage she has done; she now says that she would simply like her original face back.

This woman obviously has a major case of BDD. The problem with this psychiatric condition is that most people who have it don't think they do. In medical terms, we call it "lacking insight" into their condition. This causes them to be resistant to undergoing psychiatric treatment for it. When I've tried to encourage patients like this to stop undergoing plastic surgery and maybe get counseling instead, they usually don't listen to me and go to the next plastic or cosmetic surgeon down the street. Often that surgeon is willing to operate on them, and the unfortunate cycle continues.


credit to http://celebritycosmeticsurgery.blogspot.com/

woke up around 8am (thai timing) den start to decide whether to go samphran elephant ground or safari world. after checking the cab fare to both destination, its too costly to go samphran elephant ground as it is outside bangkok. the cab fare from our hotel to elephant ground to and fro is 1800baht while to safari world is only 500 baht. adding up the ticket and cab fare, to safari world is around 2000 baht for 2 and 3000baht to elephant ground. both have their plus point, let me analysis for u

samphran elephant ground is near rose garden, outside bangkok. it have to most elephants in their zoo with elephant theme show and crocodile wrestling show and Magic Show. The wrestling show is between the primeval alligator and the master in the farm of more than 10,000 crocodiles. the ticket is 500 baht for adult include all shows however u need to pay for the excursion ride: elephant riding in the graden extra 500 baht, photo taking with tiger 100baht, buffet lunch at their restaurant 250baht. all shows are preform in english and the timing are close to each show so u do not need to wait for the next show. really regretted not going, the shows look really interesting and we can get to ride elephant and sayang the cute tiger. shall go there next time we visit thailand. u can also find local tour group which will be cheaer, it including lunch and bus serive to and fro from ur hotel.

photos taken from http://www.elephantshow.com/eng/home.htm

in safari world, u get to see all the tropical animal just like singapore zoo. getting with metered taxi is cheaper, around 250baht but u need to pay for the highway charge. the ticket was 800+baht including the safari tour and marine park (zoo). i dunno why they name their zoo as marine world, kinda funny. their show time was also very pack, only 15-30 mins inbetween each show for u to find ur way there and lunch time of an hour for u to makan. the first show was orang utan boxing show follow by sea liao  den the elephant show and lastly the dolphine and white whale show. the stuff  there was really scary especially the 1 in animal suit. they will force u to take pic wif them and get tips from us



see the money on their hand!!! arggg!!! well have to pity them becoz to have to wear the stupid suit under the hot sun whole day. money is hard to earn!!!

orang utan show was real interesting and hilarious. compare to sg, where the fat orang utan only know how to shake hand, get fed and sit there taking photo, the orang utan here know how to dance and cooperate with the trainer to create the brilliance show. watch the video and u can understand.

the rest of the show was kind of old, nth special so i wont be writing much abt it except the world famous thai elephant show. the elephants enter the stage and preformed a dance on the rotating table. how can a thai elephant show without a the famous elephant painting? 2 adult female elephant came out and drew 2 portrait of a tree. the elephant oso demostrate their aiming skil by shoot ballon by blowing dart and amazing balance skill by walking on wire. YES elephant walking on wire!!! also the elephant did a thai massage for 2 lucky audiences. the show ended with all the elephants came out and play a few song by the specially made instruments and affter that the elephants walked to the front for photo taking and feeding session.

after watching all the shows, we headed for the safari tour. the ticket is only for the enterence fee, to enter the safari park u need a car or buy a bus ticket at the counter. the ticket is another 20baht each, abt 20mins ride throughout the whole safari park. the safari park is a man-made africa enviornment with all the animal free to walk around. maybe we went there in the mid afternoon, all the animals was like restless and hiding in the shade.





cabbed back to hotel and booked 2 ticket from a local tour agency at baiyoke sky for the calypso cabaret show at asia hotel!!! wonder wat that is??? ITS ANOTHER ONLY IN THAILAND FAMOUS AHGUA SHOW!!!!! the ticket sold at the agency was much cheaper den buying from the counter. we bought the ticket at 600 baht each the counter selling at 900baht(disc. price). although this doesnt include transport, cab there was only like 50+ baht not more den 70 baht. the ahgua show was magnificent!!!! damn gd man!!!! the dancers are very dramatic and profession. A MUST WATCH IF U ARE IN THAILAND!!!




the "lady" on the right of right pic look like ru hua!!!!

i so sry for the technical error for the slide show.

if u wan to view the pic, click "view all image"

it will open another window and link u to rockyou.com to view the slideshow


sry for the inconvenience :D

ok... this is wat u all have been waiting for...

Warning!!!! lots of pictures, may take ages to load!!!! LOL

slpt around 2am in the morning of the day of departure and waked up at 4am! i feel like a walking zombie. dear's parent fetch me at around 430am. we reached the budget airport at 450am and check-in immediately. our flight adepart at 710am. lucky we reached ealier as the queue was still short. had a small bite at the cafe and went into the terminal for a short shopping. no much to shop. there's duty-free alcohol and tobacco, cosmatic and perfume, 7-11, secret recipe, sport connection, mini toon, candy shop and book store. seriously i dunno why mini toon was inside. who will buy????

alight at Suvarnabhumi Airport. Bangkok timing is 1hr ltr den sg. we din know that and made a fool out of ourselves and mark the start of  series of unfortunate event. first unfortunate event: we went out of the custom happily and our mind was full of wonderful plans, thinking of all the good food and shopping experience. we looked for the taxi stand on our way our of the airport. there are alot of  luxurious taxi counter inside airport but we know that that are all meant to "tok" our money, so we headed for the public taxi. just before we exit the door, a well-dressed man approach us. he was the one of the airport staff and he was promoting this tourist package to us. hmm.. at first he was quite enthu to explain their half/whole day tour package saying that the airport are having promotion specially for the tourist. the package was us$16 per head, including bus to and fro from hotel to the tourist attaction, lunch and a tour guide. it look attractive but we alr had our plan and it's not even cheaper so we rejected him nicely. i tell you, he must have learnt his skill form the sze chuan face change bian lian art. smile was gone and dun even wan to talk to us. tsktsk... how can u improve the airport standard??? u tell me??? but he still tell us wat is the price from airport to our hotel.

second unfortunate event: the public taxi was kind of manage by a group of ppl. when u need a taxi, u approach the "counter" which a small table outside the airport, tell them ur destination and they will pass u a list information the airport TAX [50baht] and another in thai to the taxi driver. 1 thing we learnt is that NEVER NEGOTIATE TAXI FARE WIF THE STAFF! becoz they only know how to nod their head and inform nothing to the taxi driver. they are not the one who charge u, is the taxi driver. 1 thing bad is that u cannot chose the taxi, they jus asign u to the next taxi in the queue. we told the driver 400 bath [which is the price given by the airport staff] and he say 450baht and when we insist that we only willing to pay 400 baht, he kind of agree and put our bags into the rear and we enter the cab. we were quite in a rush and i think there is a communication breakdown. when reached our hotel, we pass him 450baht [airport tax and fare] and went in for check in. after a while he drove back and say that we paid him less. he insisted us to give he extra 50 baht. as it is the first day and we were like dunno wat to do so dear pass him to money. however, in the afternoon when we came to think about it, the rage jus builded up. FIRST DAY AND WE KANA "TOK" 100 BAHT??!!!!! WTF? its really demoralizing and annoying.


third unfortunate event:he hotel at 10+am thai timing, unable to check in as the check in time was 2pm. left our luggage in the reception in our hotel and headed to baiyoke sky. the only place where we know in bangkok becoz its another branch of our hotel and its the tallest building in bangkok. no difficult to find.. hehe. as a hotel guest of baiyoke, we were given a voucher of 50% off for sky buffet at baiyoke sky hotel. so we decided to have a lunch at the highest 4 star (5 star for local) hotel in bangkok. THE BUFFET WAS A BIG DISASTER!!! the food just sux to max... even street food is better den them. however the stuff there were quite friendly and helpful and the buffet ticket allow us to enter to rooftop! the sky view was magnificent!!! except tat when we got there, the big bright sun was out saying hi to us all the while -.- .

forth unfortunate event: after check in, wash up and changed and we off to shopping!!! our hotel oso provide free shuttle bus service to siam center [shopping area] every hour. board the bus but was force to squeeze like hell becoz some "plus side" angmo oso wan to board the bus. my face almost stick to the window. T.T sian center and paragon are for the rich taitai, all the designer stuff, world brand are found in there. certainly not the best shopping place for me. so we cross the street to MBK. yes the most famous MBK shopping center, favourite for the local student and shopping paradise for the tourist! bullshit!!! oh well.. not so gd to me... the place was damn huge! yes huge... imagine cwp with bugis street like stall every level for 7 stories and every inch was occupied. SHOP UNTIL LEGS TURN JELLY I TELL YA!!! but the clothes there were like off fashion VERY off and not cheaper den sg. all the shops were selling the same thing when bargaining, they will give u a shit face and when not successful, they may scold u at ur back. as we are very "smart people" we went bkk without any clothes except the 1 we wear there and a set of slp wear, we are force to buy something to wear for tml. had our first dinner there. the food court require u to purchase coupon for the counter then use the coupon  to buy food. the food court was pretty clean, cleaner den sg. there are pot of boiling water every 2 stall for u to wash ur utensil and there are boxs of tissue on every table. thumb up for that!!!

sry no pic becoz too busy shopping :P

fifth unfortunate event: after all the shopping, we left when the mall is about to close and back to hotel. how can we miss a ride in the famous, one and only, "well reputated"  TUK TUK "taxi". well i kind of belief what my fren told me "MUST TAKE TUK TUK!!! GO EVERYWHERE ONLY 20 BAHT!!!"  so i tell the tuk tuk drive "baiyoke sky. 20 baht" even a metered taxi cost 50+ baht. so i kana scold, mock by the driver. :( wat a saddening first day in bangkok. but in the end we still manage to get a tuktuk back to hotel. THE JOURNEY WAS LIKE A I'M IN THE MOVIE TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS!!!!  the tuktuk gang simply "bo jeng hu" OR no government in eng. they did illegal u-turn, drive on opposite side, overtaking car, taking u into small/back street, air-con by organic carbonated gas and sound system by the engine. it was an exciting ride to me and scare like hell ride for dear [guai guai driver from sg]. LOL

http://s228.photobucket.com/albums/ee281/ahwa-jing2/?action=view&current=6906d66e.pbw

 end of day 1.. will be continue~~~~~

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i know that u guys are anxious to read abt my bangkok trip...


BUT


i might need to post them ltr becoz i'm rusting my report and logbook now, due date is 14-11-08.
sooooo be more patient i will post them asap :D

great 3 more days to bangkok

- bag not pack
- med not pack
- daily needs (shampoo. etc) not pack
- hotel comfirmation not print
- activities not plan
- money haven change


things ready
- SUN BLOCK!!
- body wipe
- wet tissue
- lock
- toilet seat cover
-disposible undi

tata.... spongebob on laptop!!!

i have to say......



sry to xiao zhu



sry to gary




becoz....  i'm totally crazy abt a new idol!!!! JAMS XIAO!!!! OMG HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE !!!!!!!!!!!!

i like xiao zhu fun and handsome but he lack of a strong vocal---------->

i like gray strong vocal but too bad.... he is a bit old and ahbeng looking AND he is married and have a child alr-.-"--------------->


sooooooooooooooooo...............  i so sry but to leave them for JAMs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/xiao_jing_teng <<<<< more pic
he got the look, fun character, vocal and man.
he know magic, pool, bowling, basketball, table tennis.... basically EVERYTHING!!!

omg totally had a crash over him. crazy over his song (i like it when he sing rock songs) 
 

lalalalala~~~~~~ contiune to fan hua chi~~~~~~~~